January 2011
Do you know why everyone stares at you?
Because you want them to.
Because I noticed
You are too pretty for that bloody mess.
You are too awesome for those scars.
So stop.
Because if you are thinking the pain will fill a void, it won’t.
Nothing will fill that void.
Not love, not music, not acceptance, not money, not sex, not drugs.
That void exists in everyone and its just something you have to cope with in life.
So stop trying to bleed it out.
The day in Review
Today is a day worth writing about.
It started off pretty much like every Saturday recently, and every Saturday will be until March. I got up at 8, ate breakfast and drove to the house I was babysitting for. As I entered I was told “They are hiding and they want you to go find them”. And this was quite interesting. For recently the kids have actually been excited to have me come. This...
Day something: A song you can dance to
I don’t really get up and dance to many songs. But if I had to choose I would say Human by the Killers. Because I’ll dance stupidly to it any day of the week.
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Day 5 or something- Song that reminds you of...
Well I could make a playlist of songs that remind me of people and I could also make a list of songs that remind me of my best friend ever. Here is that list
Dragonfly- Universal Hall Pass
1973- James Blunt
My Triangle- James Blunt (it’s a theme)
Once in a Lifetime- Wolfsheim
Space Oddity- David Bowie
I’m not your boyfriend baby- 3OH!3
I wanna hold your hand- The beatles (or...
To color or not to color? →
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Stuff my mom does
“Mom you are entering the pay-per-view (porn) channels” *on channel 700*
“I am trying to get out of those channels” *presses down button continuously*
“Why don’t you press the number buttons to go to another channel” *face palm*
My heart keeps leaping back to you like a dog tied to a tree.
– Shesgotstyle- Nevershoutnever
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Prayer
Oh hey God.
Nice to talk to you again.
I thought I’d lost you for a while there.
Well, thanks for everything and I’ll try not to mess this up again.
I’ll also try really hard not to cuss (but you already know I have said that a million times).
Amen.
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Brain spill
But I regret not looking to see
How many fingers was she waving at me?
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Never was a poor little country village infested with such a variety of queer,...
– Hawthorne’s “The Old Manse”
I am convinced that he is talking about HIPSTERS.
Awesome.
– destroyed apple products
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Winter
Winter’s chill whipping through all of us.
Leaving it’s cracked trails.
So that the weighty air can sink into our chests.
Everything is getting pulled down this winter.
Winter brings it’s awkward silence.
The atmosphere is changing, it’s getting heavier.
Am I the only one that feels it?
Winter please, stop coming down on me.
But we still have the chapped lips, the...
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I must have this. I am stalking it until it's in... →
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